GROWING UP IS HARD TO DO!!!!

Ok so this me growing up thing i say no to!! NO NO NO!!!!
What happen to those times that i was playing with my cousin
and we played house. truth or dare, playing at the park and
with barbies and dolls.. Where did those days go?? I kinda
Miss them. I dont wanna grow up.. Lol.. The fact is i need
to grow up.. I have learned so much in the past few years.

Well the past 2 yrs i lived with my grandma who i love dearly!!
Things came up and she had to move back to alien town! =(
BOO!!! I understand she had to but it is so depressing with
her not her.. Like really im mopping around sad about it=(
Ill get over it and ill be ok. It will just take some time geting
use to her not being here.

Welp im back in my parents home=D!! Hopefully not for long!!
I hope i can find a better job or get MARRIED???? hmmm
Im 24 and i need to move into my own place by myself or with
roommates. I need and want this experience but i have so much holding
me back.. Better Job, money. fear, etc. Hopefully things will work out
and if i apply myself and do it then anything can happen..

The world out there is fare game and i wanna take it on.
I wanna live life, travel, do something crazy with my girls!!

I love my family and as much as i know that they
love me, im not ment to be here.. I am hoping this
will be for a while..

This maybe a good thing.. I can help my mom and
become closer and bond with my siblings.

As much as i cried for my grandma and miss her
and as much as i love my family.. it is about that
time.....

Meekayla D. Montoya it is time to GROW UP!!!

So im puttin my big girl pants on!!!